i’m all four of them

ALSO SPEAK NOW (TV) OUT JULY 7 I CANT

i'd be so ok with taylor and matty dating. 

i have my first show tonight. (i'm in a musical). i'm so dbfnjrvemagwmfnosksvt

I  LOVE THE KINGSMAN MOVIES SOO SO SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. LIKE TOO MUCH. OH MY FUCKING GOD THEYRE AMAZING

happy 1 year to as it was :')

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          had the best time at taylors show and then came back to having a nightmare where my ex-bff offed herself and everyone including me was ok with it (and it's even worse because there's been a few offed herself scares when we were bffs so it was way more realistic) and then completely screwed up my recital to the point that i don't ever want to sing again. i've never cried as much as i have in 2 weeks than i have in a year (over exaggeration but still). i feel so guilty because after taylors concert i should feel happy and relieved but instead i feel awful. i have several missing assignments. my grades have been at the lowest they've ever been. i've cried myself to sleep several times. i literally just made a sticky note that says "welcome to my depression pit" in morse code and stuck it to my dresser. i'm so stressed and anxious and blah blah that i can't start new series or shows because i won't pay attention, i can't do my homework for whatever reason my brain won't explain to me, and i can't fucking process the fact that i saw taylor in concert before anyone has in 5 fucking years. this is fucking awful and i know for a fact it has to be some mental illness but my parents would never believe it and they would probably implement their own beliefs and "cures" to "fix" me when it would only damage me even more. this fucking sucks. i hate this so much. i don't know what to do with myself. if you read to the end i'm sorry but also thank you. 

there's no fucking way i just saw taylor swift. like no way. this can't be real. how am i just supposed to move on? how am supposed to go to school on monday? 

so i see taylor swift in less than 24 hours. 

i see taylor fucking swift in 15 days. what the actual fuck. 

i wish pretty people were real