Hello Harui! I am Vivi. I came across your novels years back . I have lost count of the times I have read your novels. I was in a very dark place at that time, these novels were my distraction and outlet. When I read calla , I was in a similar situation. It introduced me to a new world. I felt something very beautiful and ugly at the same time. The hope for better and the addiction to the novels. I have read almost a thousand of era novels, Chinese novels rebirth/transmigration, etc, type of novels. The feelings which I have for Calla are unmatched. I am in a much better place right now, better health,better situation overall ( letting go of my reading addiction) and I want to thank you for creating such amazing work. I hope you never feel the self-doubt or the loneliness that Calla felt ( no inspiration from ur own life, fingers crossed because this is a 3 AM thought). Wishing you good health,peace and safety. You are amazing!