I talk like i do not care, but in reality I often cry when I think of the literacy rates going down, how AI is taking art, how humans are damaging forests and endangering animals, how so many women are becoming more oppressed after some just received rights, about how children are exposed to so many harmful things, how i will be suffering so long because I can't ask for help, how my family is unkind, and how unsafe trans people are in this society. I think about the money that goes up everyday, and how I might never be able to buy a home, or get married, or afford my food. Everything matters to me, so much. I grieve what humanity could have been. It's very sad and I am always very very sad about it. I am so young but I realize how much we destroy the things around us. Sometimes I wish people could be kind.