hateit1143

Happy new year to all!
          	
          	I dunno if there are people who could see this, but I wish you all great health, happy lives, and an bountiful 2022!

hateit1143

Hello guys!
          
          It's been so long since I last wrote in here and I plan to be a little more active compared to the last few years. Life was hard on me that I really stopped writing after my last update here. But things has some breakthrough and hopefully things will get better now.
          
          Finally has a chance to monetize a story of mine! Although it's not much, please check them out in RingdomStory titled "May Peace Grace Us." It's an apocalyptic story wherein my MC was an author of the world she is now living in. It is quite close to the first book I publish here on Wattpad, though unfortunately deleted by me accidentally back in 2013. I was not too tech savvy back then and I had too many blunders when I first wrote, thus resulting to me losing drafts as well as my published ones. So I'm not really shifting genre writing this type of story.
          
          Another thing is that I will be updating "underneath our masks" once a week now that I had an idea of how to proceed with the plot. Although it will be shorter in length than it used to as I am more focused on the one on RingdomStory. I aim to finish this one at least by 2022. This story is a loved story of mine and I had been looking for ways to give an end to the story of Chris and Alfred for so long. Chapters for this story will start coming around the middle of November or at the start of December, depending on the stockpile I has.
          
          I want rewrite "An End and A Beginning" too as I mentioned one time. But at the moment I really am not confident to wave the complicated world of Teresa, so I'll be on hold for now. I have to think through the world building here because there are many traditions and history to give a satisfactory end for Teresa's story. So I'm going to slowly details here and there for now.
          
          As for my fanfics, I'll be updating them depending on the plot bunnies that comes by as well as energy. So no real schedule for them for now.
          
          Hope you guys will support me in my writing, despite how inactive I am as an author here.

Dark14knight

The way how the MC struggle to have a happy life might be a hardest thing to achieve no matter what timeline to she could alter and never in her life to have a peaceful life
          
          She is a villain at the beginning but in the end a new leaf born to correct her mistake but only worse due to the possibilities that every choose she make was the only beginning to feel the pain, sorrow , loneliness and the dark world that she witness.
          
          But the end she is now rest in peace to be free this burden that become the humility that she learn to be a good person rather than person who become a greedy person who is hunger for power
          
          It is truly "the beginning to the end" how ironic such fate that is so cruel to indured this pain

hateit1143

@Dark14knight Thank you for reading my book! I didn't expect someone to write something in this conversation wall of mine(been here for long but I almost never utilized this feature). 
            
            I really appreciate your analysis of my story. Even if I did end the book a melancholic tone, dear Teresa will live on in the hearts of who knew her and of her life story as both a happy and a tragic woman who lived to holds her heart in her sleeves underneath her 'perfect mask', and had died offering it for others happiness. Her end is a beginning and their beginning is her end, ever since she have learnt her dark tomorrow she decided to do her best to protect her people–especially those who truly cared and loved her. Therefore she choose the path of pain–pain that will pave way for a brighter future at the very least to her love ones whom she have left behind could enjoy.
            
            She was a warrior–not a saint or a martyr ,who have fallen to see the people she fights for live for another day of peace. Long tired and wary, her death is both an escape and a final struggle. Only then she finally achieved the peace that her life seems to never have. That is dear Teresa a greedy and selfish woman who is only tried to live happily, but someone fate have denied to be one; thus, her dreams and hopes are entrusted to the people who lives on–her only child especially, that they wouldn't suffer as much as she did.
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PreciousNicelyCutie

hello, I love one of your book, I cried. 
          I wish that you write more of that story! "An end and a beginning" 
          
          
          Please have a part two of that story!!

hateit1143

@NicelyCutie thank you for reading! I too want to make more of that story but the more I try the more tired Teresa is. I don't want to torture her than I already has. But if somehow I found a way to untangle the webs that chokes her in the initial plot, I might make a longer version of–though it's more of the first draft of it along with some editing over it. But no promises life drains me much nowadays to even open my watty. Anyway although it's late here some (vitual)tissues for the eyes.
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