Hello to ya'll, my dearest little bunnies. I hope many of you reads this and understand what I'm going to do. Im sorry. Its just that, i waited. I waited for my book for days, thinking that it was just glitching, hoping that it was just a glitch on my phone. But now i realize that my book miraculously coming back is not possible. Its silly to say, but my recklessness and accidentally erasure of the haikyuu lemons broke me down because if im being honest, it was my comfort when i was 16.
My life was so shitty back then, that i found home in haikyuu. I know that its kinda stupid of me to say haikyuu is my comfort and safe zone when im completely sexualizing them in my book. But it was fun writing that we can come in contact with them, despite writing it myself. And what made me love it is when i add scenes where we have fluffs with them, where we cuddle and tell them how we love them, how they are just the ones for us. I know this is pretty dramatic of me, and you all may say i can just write new ones, or rewrite the chapters because im the author. But im afraid that it would not be the same.
Now that its gone, it added to my stress because im a graduating student, i have requirements to finish in order to graduate. Im apologizing for i decided that i will be taking a break from wattpad. No, im not deleting it or something, just gonna take a break from being an author. Someday, i might redo the book and try my best to cope up and rewrite it, but not now or later.
Im going to live my days as a student, before making myself as an author again. I hope you all understand. I love you lots. You guys made me confident in my writing skill and i love how some of you corrects my mistakes, i will be learning from it. I had fun interacting with you all. Please forget about me. Im going to make a comeback once im feeling and doing better but for now, i'll be gone. Take care and i love you all<3