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Note to self that I've been in wattpad for almost 5 years, like....really?
And all that years I just read (Y/N) - anime related, lol.
I read the convo where I state "I'll be 20 in no time" and now I'm here writing to myself as "22 and fuck a lot of friends are married now."
Aren't 22 is still young?
I'm planning to study abroad first before married. But..... I can't help but worried about it, because parent and culture
Funny enough, I'm 22, I just graduated from school about 6 months ago. I've been home-stay since than not only because I'm not working yet, but because of CORONA and now everyone in the world at HOME. HAHAH.
This convo feels like my time-capsule
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@hatssendayo [REPLY TO ROAD TO KINGDOM] Pentagon didn't win the show. They won't join the continuity of the show, which is Kingdom. The last 2 stages after KTL is Follow (Monsta X) and their newest song Basquiat (바스키아 I like to write like this bc I'm not sure with the English name). AND THIS IS THE BEST STAGE THAT EVER PENTAGON MADE. LIKE SERIOUSLY, BEST. yet they didn't win somehow?? Idk. Again, my plan to stop from Kpop keep getting delayed. Every comeback I always said to myself, I'll stop (or at least I'll try to) from Kpop and become a responsible adult like...maybe focusing on religion? If Ptg get their damn 1st win. I wish it come sooner because the more I delayed this plan and the more I become more attach to this group, it will be harder as Ptg is getting more awesome each day, I can not I learn so much from them as human being; to share love, to be honest with yourself, to work hard, to stay strong even on difficult time, and so many more!!! I just want them to get their 1st win!!! Why is it so hard?? I can't tell how devastated Kino now... I've been on his place, like the title that never leave you like scar yet the one who haunt you till the end. oh god....
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@hatssendayo oh about KPOP journal last year.... There's a huge change. I lost all ex-wanna comeback and focus on PENTAGON. My ulti group and I had super mixed feeling about them. Like...seriously.....mixed. In 2020, they joined a show Road (or Load, lord Hui say? Lol) To Kingdom, it's a boygroup battle show. As I'm writing now, they aired the 6th episode equal to 3 rounds of competition. Pentagon so far have cover Block B Very Good (yea, that Jinho x Wooseok x Yuto performance in PTG Makers), SpringShine (the ultimate stage for Jinho because this year, May 11th he went to army till Nov 21), and Blackpink Kill This Love, collab with ONF (which is another ULTIMATE STAGE, that lead them to their very first 1st win in music related show and my baby Kino's crying because of it), the more I think of it, he reminds me of myself when I'm out from Dean's room right after yudisium, I cried right after when someone come and congrats me no more like they touch me and my tears won't stop for an hour. I even crying while take photo with friend. If Kino was sad because they finally got their 1st win, I maybe because I reflect to all hardship and the fact that I don't have to come to Uni ever again, no different though, hahaha. Aren't we good as couple, John (Kino baptismal name)? Hahah. Anyway..... My ult bias in Pentagon is Kino, he will and always be my ult, but my bias wrecker change eventually, like sometimes it's Hui or Changgu, or Hongseok or Jinho and anyone! Oh and life info in about 2 weeks I'll be an intern at game devp as marcomm, my very first company job. It lasts for 3 months and hopefully I can learn something from there and more importantly, I could have a better and stable job after intern. Wish me luck.