( @strnggrrl ) got you here ? got you where lydia ?! the bloody netherworld ?! we’re going to / die / down here ! you’re going to die searching for something who doesn’t exist anymore ! ( her face flushes in anger as she pulls herself to her feet, shoulders tensing up to her ears ) my mother / hates / me ! if she died i’d be happy ! ( her eyes widen at her own words, like finally admitting to herself snapped something in her brain )