havencgray

In honor of my latte run, here’s a tiny sliver of poy ch 8 for my lovely followers 
          
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          Jisung fell to the ground, forearms catching his weight. No effort was made to get up, no, he would wait there hoping the floor would cave in and take him. His arms rested horizontally in front of him and he pressed his forehead into them. Instinctively, he tucked his knees under him too. It wasn't comfortable. He was never comfortable. 
          
          He giggled again, ugly and crazed. He would spend hours in this position, tears soaking his skin, gasping laughter filling the air. Still alone. He was still him. Bowed in reverence he mumbled, "it's just you."
          
          Please. It's just you.
          
          . . .
          
          hope everyone’s having a wonderful day, i’ll be writing as much as my brain capacity can handle in one session

I am currently double fisting 20 ounce cups of coffee going at poy cb 7? 7. If I don’t finish it in the next 6 hours it’s because i have died spoiler 1.8k hyunibini ready to go. spoiler it started as 4 scenes and now it’s like 7-8. spoiler the longer this update has taken the longer the chapter became in my head so it became a time management nightmare. spoiler i was gonna wait until i could double update but i can’t wait any longer. spoiler i already wrote most of chapter 8 which wasn’t helping my chapter 7 time. spoiler why is hanji releasing songs faster than i can get out chapters? stream 12345! spoiler I got distracted by a short original story that will be like 10-15k but I’m waiting until it’s finished so look forward to that maybe. spoiler i have at least the next 30k words outlined so it’s getting ridiculous because I’ve still got quite aways to go. But also, that’s a crazy word count for me.. sometimes I’m like girl this is ridiculous update quicker but then I’m like wow that’s a lot of words for me to comprehend and my readers are lovely and patient they understand it’s my first time really posting. okay yap over I have a chapter to finish look forward this is your warning to keep eyes out

Im in love w your fanfic.
          
          Legit re-downloaded wattpad just incase you would only update on here :)

l NEED CHAPTER 7 

Hi!! I hope you're doing well. I just wanted to tell you that your story is great and had me hooked from chapter 1! I can't wait (but I will) for the next update. Thank you for sharing your talent with us <3

“pieces of you” ch 1 is here. read it if you want. if not ok then. 
          
          i googled it and apparently 4.3k words is a bit long for a wattpad chapter but what the hell do i know.. only ao3 culture. anyway first upload in years, starting with a bang.. the iconic exes to lovers trope.. but where’s the ex?? 
          
          anyway i’ll go comment on my own story now for fun while i try to get over the nerves of my writing being perceived because ewww !!
          
          will we die or will we be okay i’ll try for okay and i’ll try to update in a week? try
          
          ack, my only emotion, ack. *laugh emoji*
          
          

a little birdie told me that someone has been working on something called “pieces of you” and like.. fine.. coming to theaters soon ig. you guys know how much i love a tortured artist trope and i must spread it to everyone else too.
          
          alternate title was “written on my soul” but it’s been “pieces of you (home).” longer and i’m too attached to let it go now. you guys can have it as insiders scoop ig
          
          no pressure
          
          i was gonna add a little mood board to this but apparently you can’t do that, so you’ll have to wait a little longer. it was the universe being against spoilers but ask me for spoilers and i’ll tell you the truth i love spoilers personally‍♀️
          
          
          good day if you thought you were getting something today because of this you thought wrong im just yapping
          
          tldr: pieces of you (home). out december _ december what ?.. _ december _ soon 
           
          when? december? where? you know where. what? you know what. why? why not? how? keyboard warrior fingers. who? ji—— and mi—- *explosion she’s died*
          
          ack being brave