havinthetimovmalife

NEW BIG CHAPTER COMING SOOOOOONNNNNNN

KaeyaSyndrome

~ATTENTION~
          
          You have been chosen to be showered with UwUs and love so....here's my love: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
          
          Now post this on everyone's wall who you think deserves all the love OwO
          
          Don't break the chain (unless you don't do chains)!
          
          
          
          Hola, fellow stranger! I saw your latest post and I just want you to know that everyone suffers from anxiety and self-doubt at some point and that you're never alone, no matter how hard that may be to accept. And don't push yourself to change, take things easily and go at your own pace, as pushing yourself just puts more stress on you. You have to look at the bright side, but never leave the dark. Keep an equal balance between the two forces, as if you stay in the light too long, you won't be prepared for the darkness. Yet, if you stay in the dark for too long, you won't be able to see light. And I know this sounds edgy af (my username legit means 'Edgy Foxy'), but I hope it is enough to make you feel better.
          And, I'll be honest, I don't have the best relationship with you so far and I hope I can change that, and I know it sounds really weird because we never really talked, but it's just... I have bad jealousy issues because of my mom, even if she is no longer, thankfully, in the picture. She just had another child one day and kind of... kicked me out of the family and I just started getting jealous of people extremely easily because I'm afraid I'll be pushed away and forgotten again, as i haven't even spoken to my mom in about three years and it kind of hurts to not only not have your mother around, but know that you were pushed away by her and she didn't just leave or anything. But, it does feel good to get that off my chest and finally apologize to you...
          But, this isn't about me, but sometimes it is good to hear other people's stories so you know you're not alone. And I hope this message lets you know that you are loved and I care about you.
          
          Anyway, I hope you have a lovely day/night.
          With love,
          EdgeFoxy <3

havinthetimovmalife

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@EdgeFoxy lukaaaa I'm so sorry I fell right asleep I'll text you tomorrow after school to make up for it im so so fucking sorry man
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havinthetimovmalife

Goddamn I appreciate this ❤️
            Thank you so much man
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havinthetimovmalife

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okay so... BASICALLY whats been happening is i have had anxiety and self doubt for the last while.. since i went on holiday and a bit before and ive finally recovered SOMEWHAT... ive been trying to push myself and get myself used to people before i gotta go back to school so.. here i am.. i will update the unknowing fox really really soon i promise.. i just gotta get some help from my fucking AMAZING boyfriend eddy, whos been helping me and keeping me motivated through this whole thing.. so B I G shoutout to him, go follow his twitter or something, dm me for it and well.. yee.. ill cya in the next one <3 :3

Nyangirl67503

Hope you’re feeling better <3 
            Can’t wait for the next update!
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tactou_mortem

@havinthetimovmalife good for u, atleast ur trying. hope u get better
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