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Okay I just thought I should announce this here. For those of you who actually read my books, you have noticed that I keep not posting for awhile and then every time I say I'm going to come back, I don't. I have been suffering from depression for the past 2 years, going on 3, and well wattpad was a place where I could come and do something to take my mind off of things. Along with video games, and reading or drawing. And as time has went on, these things just don't help me. I've gotten worse and worse, and things just don't take my mind off of shit like they used to. That includes wattpad. Video games are slowly helping me again, but that's it. And a person, but still. I don't want to rely on a person to take my mind off of shit. I need to get into things again. I am finally going to be getting help for my depression, and hopefully in the end, shit will be okay. And when shit gets okay, I will be back. I don't want to keep saying I'm back, and then I'm actually not back you know? I thought this shit was writer's block, but it's not. Like it sucks cuz I have all these ideas and shit, and then when I go to put them down, I just don't want to and it's just too hard. That's the thing with depression sometimes. You aren't motivated to do the shit you loved. When I get better, or better than I have been, I will be back. I'm not looking for pity or attention, I'm just being honest. I am a 15 year old girl, going through shit, not just being a teenager saying she's depressed just to say it. I'm going to be getting therapy and shit next week, and things will hopefully get better. Okay sorry this was so long. I just had to let this out. I will be back. I don't know when, but I'll be back. I'll try to write shit as time goes on, and then when I get back, I'll see if it's good enough to publish. Okay I will be back. But until then, stay rossome.