What we had was a roller coaster ride relationship, but it was fun! You were not a perfect boyfriend, far from it as a matter of fact. I, too, was never perfect - our love was never perfect. We had our ups and downs as every relationship has. We had countless problems; small, big, personal, etc. But I loved it just the way it was.
These past few months, things changed, as most things do. I knew something was off between us, and I was right. I felt unloved and neglected by you but amidst of the changes, one thing stayed the same, my love for you. So I chose to understand you more even if it means hurting myself. You never share your problems with me anymore and that was already a cue. With each passing day, I could feel you falling out of love with me that is why I wasn't really shocked na ganiha.
Sa sinugdanan satung convo, call me "tanga" or "bugo", I admit, I didn't want to let you go at first until I realized self worth and thought it would be the best for us. Gusto tika sumbatan sa tanang gusto nakong isumbat nimo, I want to loathe you. I tried, but I failed. I cannot hate you because I love you too much.. And I regret nothing.
to be continued ...