haylamelur

im so tired, why having so many people in your life when you're having a problem none of them would come and see you. 

haylamelur

how does it feels to be someone first choice, I've never experienced that so that's why I really want to know how it feel like. all my life, ive never been enough for someone, I tried and tried till I can but I will never be good enough. I'm tired thoo, looks like i will never experienced it, so ig bye for now

haylamelur

im draining, im so tired idk what to do, my head hurts so bad and my body temperature is hot. idk what happened to this world but im trying to live out here, please be nice to me . im trying and if this thing keep going, perhaps I will go far away and never come back