haylbayl

Kinda wanted to get this off my chest but a while back there was this person who was bullying me when I was in hospital and well, when I got home I said I'm going to go use the bathroom but the truth is I was going to end something very important, my life. Luckily one of my very good friends talked to me on snapchat and made me feel a lot better and actually stopped me, but she didn't know about what I was going to do, it was just her support that really helped me and I'm incredibly great full of her.  I'm okay now but I'm not 100% I'm still kinda depressed although I never show my sadness (I don't want people to feel sad or down so I hide it and make people happy and laugh) but now I'm no longer having thoughts of doing that. I just want to say that life is important please never end it, please talk to me, I will always be here for anyone that needs support. ❤️ sorry for this but I just needed to get it off my chest. I love you all so much ❤️

haylbayl

Kinda wanted to get this off my chest but a while back there was this person who was bullying me when I was in hospital and well, when I got home I said I'm going to go use the bathroom but the truth is I was going to end something very important, my life. Luckily one of my very good friends talked to me on snapchat and made me feel a lot better and actually stopped me, but she didn't know about what I was going to do, it was just her support that really helped me and I'm incredibly great full of her.  I'm okay now but I'm not 100% I'm still kinda depressed although I never show my sadness (I don't want people to feel sad or down so I hide it and make people happy and laugh) but now I'm no longer having thoughts of doing that. I just want to say that life is important please never end it, please talk to me, I will always be here for anyone that needs support. ❤️ sorry for this but I just needed to get it off my chest. I love you all so much ❤️

haylbayl

hey, so all the books I am currently writing (will be posted when I am done with them) are going to be on hold for a bit. I think I'm become depressed and i need some time alone and not having to worry about writing for awhile. a lot of family issues have been going on lately, they always blame me for everything and they never listen to me. Also if you are a friend of mine from America, i would like to tell you that there is now a 99% chance that I am going to be staying over here in the UK. if anything changes (which i don't think will) I'll let you know. 
          
          thank you all for your support with my past books and i hope that once I am no longer depressed, i can finish all of the books I'm writing. 
          that is all for now.

haylbayl

I'm thinking about writing a book about two girls that decided it would be a good idea to talk behind my back, and then there are two girls who have been there with her through it all and helps her keep going. It's a true story and it will be from my point of view. If I'm honest, people have just been getting to me and the only way I know how to handle my feelings is by getting mad, but I want to handle it a different way, so maybe if I write down what happened and also what I thought and did. 
          
          I will update my other books soon, I'm on holiday right now and I kinda have writers block, so if you have any ideas for my two main story's I would appreciate it. Just message me anytime! 
          
          Thank you all for reading my books and sticking with me, I really do appreciate it. I love you all xxxx ❤️