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It was too much stress for me to see that you had 999 followers. So, I’m your 1000

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Hi everyone.
          
          This is one of the most difficult things I've ever written, but I know it has to be said. I know some of you have already noticed that I deactivated my Instagram and left twitter without a real explanation.
          
          The thing is, I've been falling out of love with Larry and One Direction for ages. When I got into them a few years ago, I thought they were the cutest ever and had the best interactions.
          
          But as time passed, I didn't find the boys as personable. I missed their friendships, their interactions.
          
          And during my time as a Larrie, I always thought they just had some crazy things going on between them in the fetus era but grew apart. I never thought they lasted this long and don't think stunts are a thing - of course I do believe most of harry's were PR but that was more of a frontman thing than a Larry thing, but I was too scared to voice this when I started gaining a platform on different social medias.
          
          Every few days, I would get dms from antis. Not disclosing details, but I think you get the idea. And the fact was that I was fast falling out of love with Larry as well, feeling that they were just best friends and we were reinforcing toxic masculinity. Followed by larries fighting each other within each platform, I hated every moment I spent on social media.
          
          My mental health started dropping insanely low, and I remember crying myself to sleep for several nights. I couldn't do it anymore.
          
          And when I took a step back, I remembered how much I hated celeb culture. How hard it was to hold celebrities accountable, especially people like Harry who are so universally loved. Yes, these people are amazing and kind and talented but they're PEOPLE. Rich people who can't actually heal the personal issues I experienced, which is nothing compared to others. And shipping real people just felt wrong, even if it was straight or gay or whatever. And so, my passions started shifting and I knew I didn't want to force myself to like 1D anymore, I wanted to just have +

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‼️QUIDDITCH CAPTAINS READERS ‼️ please read the first paragraph of this message for an update :)
          
          HELLO so i went mia for VARIOUSLY reasons but the most relevant is that i broke my laptop on dec 18 and still haven't fixed it! so i /literally/ could not write the update BUT my ipad keyboard case came today so i'll try writing out the chapter on that and getting it to you guys asap — i did a lot of my hw in advance today (it's 2 am so technically today + yesterday?) so i might have time to write later today but no guarantees :((
          
          on the other hand my instagram is deactivated so I'll be using pms on here instead of dms there (it's preferable to email me because i never check wattpad JDKEJDKS) hopefully i can get the chapter out by this weekend; i just started summer apps too so i'm extra busy and honestly why are applications so picky like,,, i am academically strong and applying for an academic summer internship why do you need to know what sports i play mf my mile time was 10 minutes?? and instruments? like i could play the piano and guitar well but dropped out because I wanted more time to read the heroes of olympus books my mom shouldn't have let me drop out bye my resume looks so empty HELP
          
          on the other other hand at least i have the plot planned out for quidditch captains! just need to transfer it to google docs now ahahah (if any of you have decoded the asterisks you are elite)
          
          ilyyyy
          — hlt
          
          p.s. would y'all be mad if i wrote marichat/adrinette fic because i need more lila salt fics where mari is pissed and sad at the same time and adrien is self righteous and collabs w chloe to ruin lila's life (chloe redemption is my guilty pleasure she's not a flat character ok) and i love alya but alya will be on lila's side for a while for the sake of heartburn not me starting this with just love square fic and writing out a fic outline in my head when i have 47 wips in my google docs,,, ‍♀️

y'all 80k on quidditch captains??? IT'S A CRACK FIC I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING PUNKED but thank you so much i genuinely don't get how you guys like it but i'll keep updating! i cannot believe that so many people are invested in that book WOW. next update comes on December 18th because that's the day finals end and i don't have time to write before that lmao jdksjsksdn anyways how have you guys not decided the asterisks in chapter 26 it's gonna be so funny when i reveal the code in the last chapter HSKSJDKE
          
          so yeah i'm not abandoning you just mia for finals ahsksjdkdj
          
          my keyboard smashes are ugly

this is random but I think you guys should all know that I genuinely can't write for the life of me and i feel so bad for brainwashing you into thinking i can as proof i would like to present the godsent wonder that is ao3,, it's the reason i haven't been able to read on wattpad for the past year and a half it is literally life changing.
          
          this is my apology for being a horrible updater i give you beautiful miraculous amazing ao3 fics wattpad please don't ban me people that read here are the only ones that'll be able to tolerate my writing wait by posting this no one will ever want to read my writing again - oh well
          
          so. go to archiveofmyown.org, click agree to the pop up, it's the standard thing you agree to in any site wattpad's information taking and liability stuff is way worse and ao3 always informs you beautiful lomls
          
          then, click on search. NOT the search bar, it should still be empty. a bunch of titles will come up, but ignore that. now click on edit search, scroll down to relationship, and type in harry styles/louis tomlinson (should autocomplete for you) or any other search similar to that. then, scroll around till you find "complete works only" and click that on. lastly, sort by whatever you want: when i began using ao3 i sorted by word count, then after getting tired of those i made word count >20k or >50k based on my mood and then sorted by kudos.
          
          you can also sort by tags! in the mood for enemies to lovers? type it into the tags and something similar should pop up, click that. DON'T make up a tag, you won't get good results: use one of the autocomplete. other tags are friends to lovers, cuddling, angst, bed sharing, one sided pining, etc etc i ADORE that feature hehe!
          
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i shall be giving cookies to those who read chapter 26 of quidditch captains and fill the anonymous feedback form via the link in my bio so who wants cookies i have ice cream and dumplings and takeout and pizza too hehe

the new chapter of quidditch captains is OUT NOW! go vote, comment, discuss theories and yell at idiotic characters and good characters i love seeing your reactions hehe

So... the new chapter of Quidditch Captains is gonna be out on November 25th!! are y'all ready?