UPDATE!
it's been almost 2 months of ups and downs, but the best thing that happened over these days was my book! It's called 'the flowers and I', and honestly, i have never been happier. So, extract from the book incoming!!!! It will be a new part of 'healing pain', and i am so excited!! If you are interested in classic, nature-friendly books, this is for you!
Link to buy: https://www.bribooks.com/bookstore/the-flowers-and-i
Yours truly,
H