Hello people,
Do you ever feel like talking to someone, anyone, basically all the time, while also not feeling lonely or alone? I've had less than 4 hours of sleep last night and it was my birthday and I went to meet my friends and traveled so much in the metro, I'm really ded tired and sleepy. But I just don't want to sleep. I want to keep talking? I don't understand why.
I was going to text a guy who says has a crush on me for years, and I've told him multiple times I'm with someone, but idk what's going on. I don't like him, but I also don't want to end the friendship. Anyway.
I feel extremely blessed, emotional, full of love and longing for my loved one's, the one's who are no more in my life too, and this extremely beautiful world, which seems unlivable most of the time.
Adulting is scary. Life is scary. Always has been. I'm proud of myself for living so far. I'm grateful to be born and alive. I love so much, and I want to love more. I think this need to talk to people is about my soul overflowing with so much love that I want to give, and connect with other souls. Lol, if it's cringey it is. Alright. Here's to another yeaaaarrrr. We can do this!