Nur so ein Mädchen mit einem bisschen zu viel Fantasie. War das deutsch? Nein? Okay dann hier ein bisschen englische Schreiberei:

They all moved on, fell in love because my life wasn't in danger. 

 "She's better now," they'd say to themselves.  

And I've never known such an emptiness as I did when I realized that they only cared when I was falling down.