hcsawyer

I'm ecstatic right now. I just got a job offer and literally just started dancing around my kitchen out of happiness. There are no words to describe how long term unemployment makes you feel. Inadequate. Restless. Stressed beyond belief. It just slowly picks away at your self worth until you truly feel that you have nothing to give the world. Just to get that job offer, god, I honestly feel lighter. Anyone out there struggling with long term unemployment, hang in there, and my inbox is always open if you want to chat or need someone to rant to.

hcsawyer

I'm ecstatic right now. I just got a job offer and literally just started dancing around my kitchen out of happiness. There are no words to describe how long term unemployment makes you feel. Inadequate. Restless. Stressed beyond belief. It just slowly picks away at your self worth until you truly feel that you have nothing to give the world. Just to get that job offer, god, I honestly feel lighter. Anyone out there struggling with long term unemployment, hang in there, and my inbox is always open if you want to chat or need someone to rant to.

hcsawyer

Anyone ever had a night terror before? My bf had to shake me awake at 5am this morning because apparently I was thrashing around and screaming as loud as he's ever heard someone scream before. I couldn't stop screaming when I woke up too. I have no idea what I was dreaming about, all I know is I woke up completely terrified. Once I was finally able to stop screaming, I had pain in my chest over my heart that took a few minutes to go away. The whole experience really freaked me out (and my bf too, he wants to sleep in different rooms tonight because it freaked him out that bad). My throat is really sore now too. Screaming will do that to you I guess.