Woo, where to begin?

I'm choosing to remain anonymous, but I'm a writer. My story is that I recently self-published my first book, then immediately spiraled into a pit of depression. I've been in this funk for months, and it's been really hard. I love to write, but I can't seem to force myself to work on my next WIP because I feel so much pressure and overwhelm. 

Naturally, I thought creating a Wattpad would fix everything. 

I had a Wattpad account over a decade ago where I posted Benedict Cumberbatch fan fiction, and it changed my life. Connecting with fellow readers and writers brought me so much joy, and I've been chasing that feeling ever since. Maybe I'll find it here again. 

I'm broken, but I'm healing. This is part of my self-induced therapy. Maybe sharing my innermost fears and feelings with complete strangers will help. Thanks for reading.