hearteyesforbillie

only billie could name something tomato bisque soup i'm cryingggg

nok_ia

@hearteyesforbillie loll frrr it's so adorableee
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hearteyesforbillie

guys do we think billie's attending the met tomorrow?

ilbilzh

@hearteyesforbillie i definitely think that she won’t attend today, cause it seems like she’s still in england at the moment. 
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hearteyesforbillie

@ilbilzh me too. it's just kinda confusing bc half the fandom tginks she'll go and half of it thinks she won't...then there's billie. like r we even sure she's interested in this type of stuff anymore?
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ilbilzh

i really hope that she goes honestly 
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hearteyesforbillie

lowkey wanna re-read all my favorite Billie fics, but i feel like running into comments i wrote ages ago as a teen are gonna traumatize me a bit. would i even say that now or would i just cringe the whole time?
          
          also how do y’all enjoy stories when you already know the plot?
          
          anyway, i'm desperate for inspiration because i have a book to finish, and i'm lowkey over it since i'm not as fixated on billie as i was when i first started writing it. 
          
          (don’t get me wrong i still love her. it’s just that to write a whole book based on someone or something, you need that intense level of almost objectified fixation on them/it. and when the obsession kinda starts to wear off the push isn’t there anymore even though the thing itself is still very dear to you)
          
          anyway i might as well do what needs to be done

nok_ia

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@hearteyesforbillie broo re-reading stories is fye to me cause ion remember shit from what I read and it's always new to me loll....also old comments are lowk jumpscaress
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hearteyesforbillie

billie's whole interview with that magician lady was gay as hell i'm cryinggggg

Imafrickinapple

@hearteyesforbillie this interview was soo freaky help- also my stomach started having butterflies everytime they flirted like i'm in denial  ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
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billiemywif

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Girl when i tell you i was literally screaming and giggling sooo loud like i was also in the room it's insanegot me blushing and shit.and also when she said "good girl" gosh
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ripcoochiedestroyer

@hearteyesforbillie she’s a girlkisser she’s just not owning it up smh
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hearteyesforbillie

billie being one less lonely girl is actually insane like that’s literally her dream 
          
          when i was watching the livestream i was SO convinced she was just a fan and i was like “oh my gosh she’s never gonna forget how she kept collapsing in front of everyone” then the camera showed her face and i just LOST IT like “OH MY GOD BILLIEEE??!?!?” i don’t even know how i didn’t wake up the whole house
          
          this is actually so wholesome i’m so happy for her

iheartboobs_

@hearteyesforbillie i was sooo happy for her , my cheeks hurt from smiling 
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nok_ia

@hearteyesforbillie samee I thought it was a fantoo!!! I cried sm when I realized it was herr and they're both so cutee
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hearteyesforbillie

hi my loves,
          
          it’s my birthday!!!
          
          but before anything else, i want you guys to know that i’m aware i haven’t updated the book in a long time. life has been a lot lately and i’ve been constantly moving. i’m either working, at school, flying from place to place, or just completely exhausted. 
          
          i’m currently still in the uk, but tomorrow i have to fly back to chicago to go home and see my girlfriend, then fly out to la to see my parents, and then come back here again...all within the span of 10 days. and honestly, that’s kind of been my life for the past two months.
          
          whenever i do manage to get a little time to myself and write something, i end up feeling really dissatisfied with it. i keep rewriting it over and over until i eventually just abandon it. and on top of that, law school is… a lot.
          
          to be completely honest with you guys, i’ve even thought about archiving the book and only republishing it once it’s completely finished, just so people wouldn’t have to keep waiting or lose connection with the characters or storyline because updates took too long. but i decided not to do that, because i think people should still be able to read it or come back to it for what it is.
          
          this is my first book ever, and it’s something i’m really proud of. i have no intention of leaving it unfinished. but i’m going to have to ask for a lot of patience right now. i’m just not really in the writing headspace at the moment, because i don’t like most of what i write lately and i barely have the time.
          
          i want to trust that i will come back to it at some point. i just don’t know exactly when yet.
          
          thank you for loving this story for whatever it is, and for sticking around. it means more than you know.
          
          i hope you’re all doing okay.
          
          i’m 21 now :D

billiemywif

Happy birthday  it's okay if u don't feel inspired,take all the time you need 
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ilbilzh

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY
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hearteyesforbillie

really missing you guys :,( and I really miss my book and writing, but I honestly haven’t had the time. i'm right in the middle of exams right now (they end next week, thank god), and after that i’ll have a short break before spring semester starts. fingers crossed it won’t be as bulky and demanding as this one  because I really want to get back to writing properly.
          
          also, just saw that mommyb1ll1e started another book?? i’m actually losing my mind  I can’t wait to read it when I finally get the time.
          
          anyway, just wanted to say I miss you all so much and I hope you’re doing well <3
          
          <33

ilbilzh

we miss you!! take your time<33
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