hearteyesforbillie

really missing you guys :,( and I really miss my book and writing, but I honestly haven’t had the time. i'm right in the middle of exams right now (they end next week, thank god), and after that i’ll have a short break before spring semester starts. fingers crossed it won’t be as bulky and demanding as this one  because I really want to get back to writing properly.
          	
          	also, just saw that mommyb1ll1e started another book?? i’m actually losing my mind  I can’t wait to read it when I finally get the time.
          	
          	anyway, just wanted to say I miss you all so much and I hope you’re doing well <3
          	
          	<33

ilbilzh

we miss you!! take your time<33
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hearteyesforbillie

really missing you guys :,( and I really miss my book and writing, but I honestly haven’t had the time. i'm right in the middle of exams right now (they end next week, thank god), and after that i’ll have a short break before spring semester starts. fingers crossed it won’t be as bulky and demanding as this one  because I really want to get back to writing properly.
          
          also, just saw that mommyb1ll1e started another book?? i’m actually losing my mind  I can’t wait to read it when I finally get the time.
          
          anyway, just wanted to say I miss you all so much and I hope you’re doing well <3
          
          <33

ilbilzh

we miss you!! take your time<33
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hearteyesforbillie

hey darlings <3
          
          it’s been a while since i’ve had the time to be on here, so i’m taking advantage of this little christmas break to finally check in. life has been hectic in ways i never really anticipated, and writing just hasn’t been something i’ve been able to return to lately.
          
          for those who remember, my girlfriend had mentioned a while back that she’d be taking over for me while i wasn’t in a position to write. she was genuinely so excited to do it, but shortly after, she received the news of her mom's passing. understandably, she hasn’t been in the headspace since. i even had to fly from school back home to the states for two days, right in the middle of a very important competition, just to be with her. she’s doing fairly well now, and she has me and a really strong support system around her.
          
          i want to make one thing very clear: i’m not abandoning this book. i won’t promise fast updates or give exact timelines, but i will finish it. any chance i get to sit down and write, i’ll take it. i know how frustrating unfinished stories can be, and i never want to do that to the people who’ve invested their time and emotions into this one.
          
          life is just very busy right now, and honestly, i’ve been hanging on by a thread. everything feels like it’s moving faster than i can breathe...but i’m trying.
          
          thank you to everyone who’s checked in and shown concern. i promise i’m alive and breathing, i just haven’t had the time or the right headspace to write for a while. please be patient with me.
          
          seeing people still commenting, reacting, and connecting with this silly little idea i had means more than i can explain. i’m endlessly grateful for every single one of you.
          
          i love you guys, and i hope you’re all doing okay <33
          

nok_ia

@hearteyesforbillie omg I'm so sorry you've been going through all that, I hope u and ur gf are doing okay. and pls don't stress bout the book take all the time u need. we'll be here waiting for u no matter what. Ilysm tnx for updating us on this. I hope everything gets better soon♡
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billiefiedx

@hearteyesforbillie omg i'm so sorry to hear that. she genuinely seemed so sweet. and about the book, take as much time as you need. we'll be waiting whenever you decide to come back. we love you and this story. i've literally reread it a couple of times<3
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iheartboobs_

@hearteyesforbillie omg i hope everything gets better soon and you can take all the time you need for the book <3
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hearteyesforbillie

i promise i'm gonna try to not touch the cover again. just felt a bit impulsive :'))

nok_ia

@hearteyesforbillie it look better everytime u update it
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hearteyesforbillie

Guys…the show JUST ended like 5 minutes ago and I’m actually a puddle on the floor. I’m a full-on sobbing mess.
          She announced the movie date and it’s dropping on my birthday week?? Be so serious.
          And FINNEAS came out too?? The whole thing was so bittersweet I can’t even function right now omg.

hearteyesforbillie

@nok_ia i was such a mess yesterday. like my whole row was literally sobbing
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hearteyesforbillie

Paid a fortune yesterday for last-minute resale tickets to Billie’s final show in San Francisco… and since I’m in LA visiting my parents, my impulsive self decided a 6-hour drive isn’t that crazy. So here I am, actually doing it.
          
          I’m going to the FINAL show of the HMHAS tourrrr :’)
          
          

nok_ia

@hearteyesforbillie omgggg wish u the best time thereeee
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lunavalleysinmymind

@hearteyesforbillie OH MY GOD im genuinely so freaking excited for you (so jealous at the same time but im literally on the other side of the world)
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Geilll123

@ hearteyesforbillie  good for youuu..wish i could go but have funnnn
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