heartpoisons

i love you so much drooyl by the way u are my life  hearts

i really need advice from drool she is the only one who would know wat to say

like WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

i just coughefr up blood and i feel likr im about to faint rn whsr thebfucj is wrong with me 

oh my god um. Tw blood 

you donr know how fucking hard it is.

i hate myself so muh!!!!

no mor cottage with our garden or holding you or kissing you or playing you the uekelel or marrying you or takingr you out on dates to get strawberryi ice cresm or to have a picnic at nighr and stargaze

eveyrhting is gone now.

fuck this hurts

trying not to cry rn but uts not working laugh out loud!!!

idk we havent really called in two months and we havent had any really affection moments with each other in months so like. if you really dont want to please just tell me.

fuck that hurt

but.

i mean he hadfull rights to say that

jusy olease if you’re goinvf to say you don’t feel it anymore olease don’t lead it on 

say you love me if you don’t feel it 

yknow you don’t have to like

like i need to get over it it should be a norm for me now.

srs i need to stop being jealous over it

why does this alwags happen oh my god.

if you donre want to talk just please say it.

i cannot cking aee what im typing rn 

it hurts so bad

i think i might like him but im not doing anything yet and ever hcuz im so so happy with my two lovers 

oh my god this boy is so whduejdjehdjedhsheh

i can tone down the joking im sorry again 

im sorry i didn’t mean any of it

feel like i upset him