hearts4perth
hello my fellow bruzz!
hearts4perth
hearts4perth
okay i did it chat
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IDK HOW TO DECORATE MY WATTPAD UGGHHHHH
hearts4perth
what if i wrote fics for a bl i watched 4 years ago and got back into again.
Tr4k13_
Ryan saw that JYPE/STUDIO J postponed the ep. 7 of Rock the World? I AM TEARS RIGHT NOW
hearts4perth
tw - sh
had some thinking time. and over that thinking time, i did too much sh. its kinda funny, sh never ever EVER crossed my mind. i always thought "i would never do that, that would be painful." whos the fool now? i almost attempted, ill be honest. but i feel like writing is my happy place. i was never good at prose, so all of my books are so like.... wonky. im a poet, thats what i wanna go to school for. im in a poetry program, ive been doing poetry since 3rd grade. so doing prose was so difficult for me. at first, this was an experiment. but i got recognition, and support, and then i felt bad i was gonna stop writing after the first chapter of 'him.' so i kept writing and writing, because im a people pleaser. when someone wants something, ill give it to them, no matter how much pain i go through. but sometimes, it makes me happy people ask me for things, because i like people being happy because of me.
i think that im gonna start again, but not as often and consistant i used to be with writing on here. just when i feel in the wrong place. or when i have enough motivation to write. im sorry for my on and off behavior. i have been so drained from everything around me. i had went through sh, suicidal thought, and abuse.
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@hearts4perth I know how you feel, I also said 'I would never do that in my life' but I ended up there since I was in a somewhat difficult situation, going in there thinking I could get out was very stupid of me, that ended up becoming a necessity for me. I knew the damage it did to my body but I couldn't stop, and it's okay whether or not you want to write again at the end of the day is your decision and I will support you in everything even if we don't know each other at all even if you feel bad I will be there to listen to you if no one else does :3!
hearts4perth
yea no i cant do this i think i just might quit all together. i cant write anymore i dont have magical fingers anymore
hearts4perth
okay so any ship reqs ? (tbz, nct, xdz, day, ateez)
hearts4perth
im working on my oneshots !!!!!!!
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omg im so fucking indecisive im actually back fr fr hello hello i will be writing again LMFAOOOOOOO