great stories come from a great mind. i'm sorry i hurt you in the past and i hope you're doing well now. just been filled with a lot of guilt lately and miss the people that once meant the most to me.
i recently read our stories over and smiled fondly over memories we once created, how you helped me through my dark parts and in the end i took you for granted. i regret it, really. im really terrible at being in any kind of relationship, platonic or romantic, because i kind of suck as a person. mental illness is a hell of a thing to a personality.
not a message to be seen urgently, just whenever you do. i still do owe you an explaination. feel free to reach out, or delete this message altogether, or reach out and tell me to drop off the earth (i probably deserve the latter). i still think very highly of you, my thoughts never changed. i'm sorry for hurting you. i hope you're well.
