heartsore-

hey guys ! my wifi is FINALLY working, thank god (it’s been months) BUT it’s working so over the next few days/weeks i should be able to get back to everyone i’ve roleplayed with on discord ! 😁

heartsore-

FINALLY updated my theme and oc book, gonna do my yap book and add some stuff there tomorrow and add some new ocs to my oc book during the week 🙂

where_the_fun_begins

@heartsore- 
            
            yayyy
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sirensriot

@heartsore-  niceee!
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heartsore-

hey guys ! 
          
          for all those who i’m roleplaying with, please forgive me for being incredibly inactive, things have been hectic at home for the past few months 😭😭 but i plan on getting around to things slowly !
          
          please bear with me 😓

NIKKI22770

@heartsore- that’s ok don’t apologize thanks for telling me most people don’t
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heartsore-

( @NIKKI22770 )
            
            hey ! i don’t do fandom rps anymore or on the rare occasions that i do, it’s usually oc x oc ! 
            
            when i rp fandoms, it gives me stress and anxiety because i don’t feel like i’m doing the canon characters right so to avoid all of that, i do oc x oc rp’s only ! 
            
            sorry to disappoint 💔
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NIKKI22770

@heartsore- hey i was wondering if you like to rp i didn't see any fandoms of yours though so whats your fandoms?
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heartsore-

! tw — sa !
          
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          guys, i actually feel so disgusted. recently, i’ve learnt that marvel’s bucky barnes is a victim of sa. i was very young when i fell in love with bucky (he was my comfort character ever since i was a little girl) and despite knowing everything about his character at that time, i was too young to know what sa was. 
          
          it breaks my heart now as an adult with the knowledge that bucky barnes was a victim of something so horrible. while i myself do not understand what it means to be a victim of sa, i have a very close friend who is a victim of sa and i see how it affects her.
          
          my heart always breaks knowing about his traumatic past and to make matters worse, i saw a post where someone said that bucky’s hair was long so it was easier to control him or something along the lines and as a person who feels everything deeply, this shattered me.
          
          i loved bucky not because he’s attractive, i loved him because he was my comfort when times were tough for me as a child. he still means so much to me nowadays as an adult and i truly don’t think another character will mean as much to me as bucky barnes does.
          
          this just breaks me heart, goddamn </3.

Witchezvoid

@heartsore- To me, his winter soldier side if him is SA allegory. Think about it, Hydra had used trigger words to make him obey and do their dirty work.   He was experimented on which = people touching him without given consent. 
            
            
            Hydra designed his mask in the Winter Soldier to resemble a muzzle, meaning he couldn't talk back. Nor make any sound other than his breathing if it where there. Hydra, invaded his mind. Violating his mind which someone could equal that to Violating others touches.  
            
            
            People especially Hydra manipulated him, we can see that with Zemo. In Civil War he got ahold of Bucky's trigger words which could resemble to someone a past abuser coming back to torment them.  Zemo took advantage of Bucky's healing state and used the same trigger words against him. 
            
            
            Bucky is a allegory at least to me a victim of SA. Once someone gets a hold of his words they can make him do what they want.  
            
            
            He is also one of my comfort characters, yet fans deem his Winter Soldier era as "Sexy" or "Hot" meanwhile he isnt himself really.  He is being used by Hydra at that moment. If anything,  he deserves better.  He deserves a chance to be happy and learn how to heal.
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heartsore-

hey guys ! gonna reply over the weekend as i should be back home tomorrow ! 
          
          also, would anyone be interested in hearing about my mj fics ? (i have too many 0_0) 
          
          also thinking about updating my draft book but idk, we’ll see :>

heartsore-

( @-honeyuwus )
            
            YAY BUT I RAMBLE A LOT SO BE AWARE LMAO 
            
            ( i’m so sorry, i only saw this now TvT )
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-honeyuwus

@heartsore-  ;;
            OFC <3 IF YOU EVER WANT TO RANT TO ABOUT YOUR IDEAS LET ME KNOW, I’M SO DOWN
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heartsore-

( @-honeyuwus )
            
            OMG YOU’RE SO SWEET ♥️♥️
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heartsore-

sorry, replies will be delayed since it’s my birthday today and i’m not at home !

where_the_fun_begins

@heartsore- 
            
            HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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astralisaureile

@heartsore- } happy birthday !!!
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lovelyidyllic

happy birthday!
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hom1c1dehotl1ne

//.    Hiii ! Would you like to start a new rp?

heartsore-

( @hom1c1dehotl1ne )
            
            ofc ! it’s heartsorepoet !
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hom1c1dehotl1ne

//.   @heartsore-   
            Could I get your discord?
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heartsore-

( @hom1c1dehotl1ne )
            
            hey ! ofc !
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