heather_hyacinth
i'm planning to delete/deact some of my accounts and i'm also planning to create another wattpad account for my stories. avoidant na kung avoidant HAHAHAH, but it was really a mess lately. how i handled my time and everything. i wasn't so sure about anything lately, with what i want and what i know. u would sleep late at night and u're just stuck, and u feel overwhelmed with this new 'phase' of ur life. i love working in corporate world, i really do. it's my dream, isn't it? to talk with those in management positions of large corporations. i'm lucky enough to get this opportunity. i'm also very lucky to have the best senior na palagi akong tinuturuan kahit sobrang late na ahhaha but i kinda feel bad na angtagal ko matapos yung task lol. so im planning to take a break, i guess, from time to time to recharge my heart and mind.
heather_hyacinth
im sorry ***, im not sure if youll be able to read this but im really sorry. i think i have hibernate for awhile :((( i don't want to burden u with anything and with everything that's bothering inside my head. i really want to apologize personally but i also want to disappear that quick for the time being. thank you for everything, for being my best friend and my everything. i love u. pls take care of urself.
nahihirapan ako. i really want to spend more time with u, to talk to u, to ask u how was your day, to send u little notes like i always do, but i feel like recently, im not fulfilling my responsibilities as ur s/o. i would go to work at 8 am and would still be in call at 4am the next day. papasok din sa work ket holiday. and i feel guilty. this isn't supposed to happen bc i should still have a work and life balance but i was too exhausted both physically and mentally.
di na kita masyadong nakakausap and dun ako na part naguguilty :(((( and i really don't want u to think im ignoring you bc God knows how much i want to have those old conversations with u again.
di ko rin alam if may jba ka na diyan hahahah but yeah, i'm worried na isipin mo na nagiging cold nako sayo and all. sighhh it has been really messy lately and i was too tired :((
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