heather_hyacinth

i'm planning to delete/deact some of my accounts and i'm also planning to create another wattpad account for my stories. avoidant na kung avoidant HAHAHAH, but it was really a mess lately. how i handled my time and everything. i wasn't so sure about anything lately, with what i want and what i know. u would sleep late at night and u're just stuck, and u feel overwhelmed with this new 'phase' of ur life. i love working in corporate world, i really do. it's my dream, isn't it? to talk with those in management positions of large corporations. i'm lucky enough to get this opportunity. i'm also very lucky to have the best senior na palagi akong tinuturuan kahit sobrang late na ahhaha but i kinda feel bad na angtagal ko matapos yung task lol. so im planning to take a break, i guess, from time to time to recharge my heart and mind.

goodluck on your thesis baby! pls know na you can always talk to me again once you're done. tho i know mamimiss talaga kita for the time being, but i know you will nail it. mahal na mahal kita, and that's a fact na hindi magbabago ;)). see you soon na lang HAHAHA
          
          sige na, di na muna kita iistorbohin hahahah. ily so so much mahal ko.

my love, i can assure na i'm not flirting with anyone other than you. yeah, there were times na i would feel this void because i miss you, but it doesn't mean i'll look for it to someone else. if ever i'll build the future i want, i want to make it with you :)
          
          we can also do those things, anything you want HAHAHAHA but we have to be married first, sorry beh ah. medyo traditional lang hahaha. but i really miss you. i hope you're okay and doing fine :) love you.

Hoy may reply nako hahahah sorry ang tagal, :>

i wrote something hahaha

okay lang naman sakin na madami kang friends na girls HAHAHHDSJSKAL basta friends lang ha kasi baka masaks— ay mabait na pala akoo

hi, i hope you're okay at may ganang kumain hahahaha. i love you more :)). wag ka na umiyak, imy imy imy so sooo much. lika nga rito, gustong-gusto na kita mahug HAHA. i love you lodicakes, my one and only ♡

wait rereplyan ko yan lahat from time to time, medyo busy lang

‎i can't promise to fix what has broken, nor push you to fix yourself faster. i know you're still healing from all the bruises and silent battles you've fought, but i promise to be gentle with what you've entrusted. i see how heavy your words are, the pain that shaped them and i want you to know that even battered hearts deserve to be held with care.
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          ‎you don't have to shine for me to stay. i know our lights would dim some time :)) and either with storm, they don't really scare me that much — it's a reminder that we are living, capable of feeling deeply despite the wreckage — and that's what i want you to do — to keep living for yourself and for those that love you despite those bruises :). it will not be easy, but i'll hold your hand until you become gentle with yourself.
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          ‎if all you can offer is honesty, then that’s more than enough for me.
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          ‎and if the time ever comes when i have to go, i’ll leave softly — not because you weren’t enough, but because you deserved tenderness even in goodbyes.
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          ‎— someone who listens ☁︎

sigee ikaw na muna magsabi ng mga gusto ko sabihin na di ko nasasabi HAHHAHA,  i miss youu and ily. yung mga sinasabi ko hindi yun empty words hahaha. mamaya pako makakapagreply shakdkkaaakda mababaliw nako sa mga details na ituuu huhu