heather_hyacinth

i'm planning to delete/deact some of my accounts and i'm also planning to create another wattpad account for my stories. avoidant na kung avoidant HAHAHAH, but it was really a mess lately. how i handled my time and everything. i wasn't so sure about anything lately, with what i want and what i know. u would sleep late at night and u're just stuck, and u feel overwhelmed with this new 'phase' of ur life. i love working in corporate world, i really do. it's my dream, isn't it? to talk with those in management positions of large corporations. i'm lucky enough to get this opportunity. i'm also very lucky to have the best senior na palagi akong tinuturuan kahit sobrang late na ahhaha but i kinda feel bad na angtagal ko matapos yung task lol. so im planning to take a break, i guess, from time to time to recharge my heart and mind.

heather_hyacinth

‎im sorry ***, im not sure if youll be able to read this but im really sorry. i think i have hibernate for awhile :((( i don't want to burden u with anything and with everything that's bothering inside my head. i really want to apologize personally but i also want to disappear that quick for the time being. thank you for everything, for being my best friend and my everything. i love u. pls take care of urself.
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          	  ‎nahihirapan ako. i really want to spend more time with u, to talk to u, to ask u how was your day, to send u little notes like i always do, but i feel like recently, im not fulfilling my responsibilities as ur s/o. i would go to work at 8 am and would still be in call at 4am the next day. papasok din sa work ket holiday. and i feel guilty. this isn't supposed to happen bc i should still have a work and life balance but i was too exhausted both physically and mentally.
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          	  ‎di na kita masyadong nakakausap and dun ako na part naguguilty :(((( and i really don't want u to think im ignoring you bc God knows how much i want to have those old conversations with u again. 
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          	  di ko rin alam if may jba ka na diyan hahahah but yeah, i'm worried na isipin mo na nagiging cold nako sayo and all. sighhh it has been really messy lately and i was too tired :((
          	  
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i need another spiderman movie!!
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heather_hyacinth

I rarely feel sad or emotional, but when I do, it hits hard.
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heather_hyacinth

i'm planning to delete/deact some of my accounts and i'm also planning to create another wattpad account for my stories. avoidant na kung avoidant HAHAHAH, but it was really a mess lately. how i handled my time and everything. i wasn't so sure about anything lately, with what i want and what i know. u would sleep late at night and u're just stuck, and u feel overwhelmed with this new 'phase' of ur life. i love working in corporate world, i really do. it's my dream, isn't it? to talk with those in management positions of large corporations. i'm lucky enough to get this opportunity. i'm also very lucky to have the best senior na palagi akong tinuturuan kahit sobrang late na ahhaha but i kinda feel bad na angtagal ko matapos yung task lol. so im planning to take a break, i guess, from time to time to recharge my heart and mind.

heather_hyacinth

‎im sorry ***, im not sure if youll be able to read this but im really sorry. i think i have hibernate for awhile :((( i don't want to burden u with anything and with everything that's bothering inside my head. i really want to apologize personally but i also want to disappear that quick for the time being. thank you for everything, for being my best friend and my everything. i love u. pls take care of urself.
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            ‎nahihirapan ako. i really want to spend more time with u, to talk to u, to ask u how was your day, to send u little notes like i always do, but i feel like recently, im not fulfilling my responsibilities as ur s/o. i would go to work at 8 am and would still be in call at 4am the next day. papasok din sa work ket holiday. and i feel guilty. this isn't supposed to happen bc i should still have a work and life balance but i was too exhausted both physically and mentally.
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            ‎di na kita masyadong nakakausap and dun ako na part naguguilty :(((( and i really don't want u to think im ignoring you bc God knows how much i want to have those old conversations with u again. 
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            di ko rin alam if may jba ka na diyan hahahah but yeah, i'm worried na isipin mo na nagiging cold nako sayo and all. sighhh it has been really messy lately and i was too tired :((
            
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heather_hyacinth

i need another spiderman movie!!
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heather_hyacinth

I rarely feel sad or emotional, but when I do, it hits hard.
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goodluck on your thesis baby! pls know na you can always talk to me again once you're done. tho i know mamimiss talaga kita for the time being, but i know you will nail it. mahal na mahal kita, and that's a fact na hindi magbabago ;)). see you soon na lang HAHAHA
          
          sige na, di na muna kita iistorbohin hahahah. ily so so much mahal ko.

heather_hyacinth

hi. i miss you. i miss my baby. taena kasing work wahahah jk. halos palagi nakong nasa office. i'm not missing someone else. gustong-gusto na kita makausap uli hays
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My love,
            
            A fresh start whispers our name,
            A chance to build a life, just you and I, in the frame.
            Kids to cuddle, laughter to share,
            A stable life, with love beyond compare.
            
            In your arms, I find my haven, my home,
            Where dreams are woven, and love forever roams.
            Together we'll chase sunsets, dance in the rain,
            With every breath, my love for you remains.
            
            You’re my partner, my best friend, my soul’s delight,
            With you, every moment feels just right.
            I want to build a life, wild and free,
            With you, my love, that's all I see.
            
            So can we restart again, shall we?
            
            Yours always,
            Me
            
            
            di na kita masyadong nakakausap :((( baka pinagpalit mo na ko HAHAHAH T^T, but yeah i really miss you. hindi ko alam kung bat ako nasasad ang weird. hope u're really ok wherever u are, kung san man tayo dalhin ni life. i hope u're ok
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alexa play Nag-iisang muli by COJ
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my love, i can assure na i'm not flirting with anyone other than you. yeah, there were times na i would feel this void because i miss you, but it doesn't mean i'll look for it to someone else. if ever i'll build the future i want, i want to make it with you :)
          
          we can also do those things, anything you want HAHAHAHA but we have to be married first, sorry beh ah. medyo traditional lang hahaha. but i really miss you. i hope you're okay and doing fine :) love you.

heather_hyacinth

Hoy may reply nako hahahah sorry ang tagal, :>

heather_hyacinth

ako na magdedecide ha, tayo na lang ulit G** HHAHAHAH, di ka na macoconfuse kung para kanino to, isipin mo na lang na phase yung naging break up natin. siguro normal sa relationship yung nag-aaway, and di nagkakaintindihan kasi di pa naman talaga natin kilala totally yung bawat isa, but whenever i re-read our old conversations, i'm happy na i get to experience them with u and i get to learn more of you. i wish i could directly send this to ur imessage hays
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sa sobrang pangungulila ko hahaha alexa play on this day
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heather_hyacinth

miss na miss na kita :<<<
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i wrote something hahaha

heather_hyacinth

di pako makakareply. :< kakauwi ko pa lang now huhu
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magrereply ako mamaya if may time T^T T^T andami kong gagawin AHHAAH ilyyy stay safe mahal! <33 goodluck sa ginagawa mo right now! i know mahirap but i will always believe in you!! im so proud of you my little sunflower ⚘
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do you still love me ba? kasi im willing to take the risk again T^T ingat ka ngayong bagyo. stay safe and dry! sana di ka masway ng feelings mo sakin sa magiging desisyon mo HAHA jk only. pls pls Yes or No lang hinihingi ko sayo kahit wag ka na magexplain. Imy & Ily to the stars and back.
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okay lang naman sakin na madami kang friends na girls HAHAHHDSJSKAL basta friends lang ha kasi baka masaks— ay mabait na pala akoo

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may sinulat ako basahin mo nga
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pero wala naman sa sampung utos yun diba
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bat ka nagalock, minirror na tuloy kita hmp
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wait rereplyan ko yan lahat from time to time, medyo busy lang

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(kung ibibigay ni Lord)
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Wala tong filter hahahaha but i have this urge to say na 'mahalin mo lang ako ng ako lang gagawin talaga kitang ama ng magiging anak ko/natin. HAHAHA. i'll wait for you :)) when we both are ready to open up for each other and have the courage, until then i'll wait for you.
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‎i can't promise to fix what has broken, nor push you to fix yourself faster. i know you're still healing from all the bruises and silent battles you've fought, but i promise to be gentle with what you've entrusted. i see how heavy your words are, the pain that shaped them and i want you to know that even battered hearts deserve to be held with care.
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          ‎you don't have to shine for me to stay. i know our lights would dim some time :)) and either with storm, they don't really scare me that much — it's a reminder that we are living, capable of feeling deeply despite the wreckage — and that's what i want you to do — to keep living for yourself and for those that love you despite those bruises :). it will not be easy, but i'll hold your hand until you become gentle with yourself.
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          ‎if all you can offer is honesty, then that’s more than enough for me.
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          ‎and if the time ever comes when i have to go, i’ll leave softly — not because you weren’t enough, but because you deserved tenderness even in goodbyes.
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          ‎— someone who listens ☁︎

heather_hyacinth

di ko na alam kung sino talaga avoidant sating dalawa HAHAHAHHA mirroring yarn?
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i'm so pagooodd haha but seeing that u still have energy makes me really really happy.
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sigee ikaw na muna magsabi ng mga gusto ko sabihin na di ko nasasabi HAHHAHA,  i miss youu and ily. yung mga sinasabi ko hindi yun empty words hahaha. mamaya pako makakapagreply shakdkkaaakda mababaliw nako sa mga details na ituuu huhu

heather_hyacinth

medyo madami ka yatang nasend hahahha marereplyan ko ba yan lahat T^T
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di pa ako makakareply hahahaha T^T T^T
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