hey might not make new books or anything for a long time.
my father passed away this morning and i’m currently having a mental breakdown with my cat next to me while listening to cigarettes after sex. i feel so bad. i feel guilty. and i know i shouldn’t because it wasn’t my fault. the police say he had a fatal heart attack. i just hope he didn’t feel any pain. i’m glad i was able to have that last phone call i had with him, and was able to say i love you.