asshole :)

You know. There's times i say fuck it. I smoke and I just stare at the soccer field. I miss you. And if you don't wanna talk that's fine, i'll respect it. I'll stop trynna mend our friendship if you won't answer. You have enough people to care about. I know i'm an asshole. I know i'm a complete dickhead for leaving you. I know. But just know that i fucking miss you with all my heart. This will probably be the last time that I leave you a message if you don't answer. I hope whatever you're going through gets better. I really do. 
          Life is worth the living josh. Live it. 
          Te amo. 
          

♥

I really want to believe that you're okay.

missin ya babe

Where is you :(

You probably hate me, i don't blame you. I'm a horrible person. 
          
          But i care A LOT about you and your well being. I'm not the greatest friend. I'm very akward to talk to. I pretend as if we talk every day. I'm not as good as the other people you talk to, and i know i'll never be.  
           " lmao i love how people don't talk to you in a long ass time but pretend you guys are still close lmao"  i get that. 
          I just want you to know when i say i love you  mean it. 
          
          You're an amazing human being. No natter how much of an ass you can be. 
          I hope you're doing well and that you'll see this someday. 
          
          <3 
          - abby.  

if the Joshua I know is still there, when you get back you gotta inform me about the hoes you've gotten XD I love you and always will even tho we haven't talked. a lot has changed but it haven't changed that you still have many people here who love you ♡ love you baby boy

I fucked yo bitch wit dem gucci flip flops

Stuff happened to us ig. 
          I'm always gonna be here anyways cuz im a real one so. (: 
          Hope you're getting better. 

i tease you but i love you to death . thank you so much for being friends with me . i'm honestly blessed , you're such an amazing person . idk how i got so lucky to meet someone like you and especially get to call you my friend . you make me so happy and i love talking to you . you're such a dork but i tolerate it (jk it's hilarious , you dork) i'm sorry if i ever annoy you or make you sad in any way . i want you to know that i never want to make you feel that way and i'm sorry if i ever did or will . but in all seriousness , i love you so much bubby , thank you for being there for me . i can never tell you how much you mean to me (ew that sounds weird lmao , like wtf why are you friends with this weird loser?) but ohmylord , let me leave now . i love youuu ♡