Imma make this my diary, so like recently I'm having a hard time with school since its not quite like before that's why my grades kept going down and down but i never really have a fck about my grades but what I'm concern is that i cannot understand what the teacher is saying or teaching, so i just gave up learning and started doing useless stuff. that is when my sister confronted me because my classmate told her that i wasn't participating in online class so i cried and told her how much I'm having a hard time. She told you could have ask your teacher as if i can, i was too shy to ask my teacher. Anyways the lesson here is i should try always.