I'm not dead, hooray.
I want to say that all I did after writing the "explanatory chapter" was procrastinate at home. I've been trying to figure out for a long time what pulls me down like a dead weight, which prevented me from writing this fanfic. My reluctance was infuriating. I had a feeling of guilt that I, knowing that I should write, I don't do it. Self-esteem and a sense of uselessness simply prevented me from starting to rewrite "A story on the train..." (by the way, I'm going to change the name a little, for convenience.).
Who was interested to know why I didn't change the mark to "ongoing", so... I'll do it right after I post this post.
Don't worry, I will write more fanfics, when I finish rewriting this one, because I have a lot of unfettered promises on my shoulders. I should to fix them.
I hope you will forget about me as soon as you read this post (unfunny sarcasm).
Have a nice day (or night)!
