heejinspiration

Hello this is heejinspiration/yvesandsoul. Pick one.
          	
          	I appreciate all the love and support despite me being inactive, I sometimes catch what you guys comment and it does make me smile. And other times I see some comments that come off a bit inconsiderate (intentional or not) and it feels bad. I will admit it does make me question myself to keep writing. As much as I would like to finish "The Kiss List" off, I can't find the inspiration to sit down and write. There are moments where I get the drive to write and give you all content, but it doesn't last enough. 
          	
          	I'm starting to also feel bad about writing about irl people. I try to tell myself as long as it doesn't harm anyone and if it makes people happy then it should be fine. Those thoughts can only last so long for me though. 
          	
          	I don't like my writing personally. I wanted to shift toward a more descriptive narrative rather than my heavy filled dialogue as I liked that more when I read other people's writing. It's difficult and especially frustrating to change styles.
          	
          	Without getting too much into detail, there are personal things I must work on, and it has been taking a lot of my time with the price of my mental health. It's a struggle bus of a journey and all I'm trying to find is the right stop for me. But it's a lot more difficult than I give it credit for. 
          	
          	Despite all that, I won't outright say I will be gone forever, I want to instill some hope as I believe there's great importance in that. So I'll say, there's a chance I come back and find the motivation to write for you all. A little insight, I have considered switching to AO3, so maybe I'll see some of you there. Maybe one day. 
          	
          	With that in mind, I hope everyone stays happy and healthy! I know that the world is still in a chaotic state, so I wish that you find things in your life that make you smile! As always, thank you for reading and commenting! I truly appreciate your love and support! Much love! 
          	
          	I hope we'll see each other soon! ♡

heejinspiration

Hello this is heejinspiration/yvesandsoul. Pick one.
          
          I appreciate all the love and support despite me being inactive, I sometimes catch what you guys comment and it does make me smile. And other times I see some comments that come off a bit inconsiderate (intentional or not) and it feels bad. I will admit it does make me question myself to keep writing. As much as I would like to finish "The Kiss List" off, I can't find the inspiration to sit down and write. There are moments where I get the drive to write and give you all content, but it doesn't last enough. 
          
          I'm starting to also feel bad about writing about irl people. I try to tell myself as long as it doesn't harm anyone and if it makes people happy then it should be fine. Those thoughts can only last so long for me though. 
          
          I don't like my writing personally. I wanted to shift toward a more descriptive narrative rather than my heavy filled dialogue as I liked that more when I read other people's writing. It's difficult and especially frustrating to change styles.
          
          Without getting too much into detail, there are personal things I must work on, and it has been taking a lot of my time with the price of my mental health. It's a struggle bus of a journey and all I'm trying to find is the right stop for me. But it's a lot more difficult than I give it credit for. 
          
          Despite all that, I won't outright say I will be gone forever, I want to instill some hope as I believe there's great importance in that. So I'll say, there's a chance I come back and find the motivation to write for you all. A little insight, I have considered switching to AO3, so maybe I'll see some of you there. Maybe one day. 
          
          With that in mind, I hope everyone stays happy and healthy! I know that the world is still in a chaotic state, so I wish that you find things in your life that make you smile! As always, thank you for reading and commenting! I truly appreciate your love and support! Much love! 
          
          I hope we'll see each other soon! ♡

heejinspiration

First things first, thank you for the 300+ follows! I've been on a hiatus for quite some time, but I'm glad my stories still reach out to you all and even better that you like them despite them being so aged at this point. 
          
          I've posted a 6.5 word HeeHyun/2Jin oneshot, called "Starry Night". Check it out if you like! 
          
          I finished the next part for "The Kiss List" but I'm not so confident in the story overall, but I'll probably post the next part soon to gauge interest. After all your comments and opinions matter to me!
          
          I wouldn't quite say my hiatus is done, but I'm getting back into the groove of writing and all that. So thank you for your patience! 
          
          Please stay healthy and safe! Much love! ♥️

kochoverse

hope you’re doing well <3

kochoverse

@heejinspiration , glad you’re doing fine! glad to see you on here again! :)
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heejinspiration

@BRIGHTF1LMS Thank you for the check up! I've been getting through! I hope you've been well yourself!
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SUNBAES-

The yvesoul background, uGh I loveeee!
          
          (Also your bio has me EXCITED!)

SUNBAES-

@heejinspiration it’s a good thing I use the mobile version more then ejdjdnfn
            
            Take all the time you need! Perfection takes time!!^^
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heejinspiration

@SUNBAES- Thank you for noticing! ♥️ it's a shame the background only works in the app though v.v but yes, yvesoul's visuals are a wonderful combination!
            
            Slowly but surely I'll write something I like... eventually! Definitely want to comeback with not necessarily "better" writing but at least not worse than I what I used to write. And maybe not with one update too.
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heejinspiration

Hi! It's been a long time I know ): 
          
          I wanted to update so you guys know I'm not dead or anything like that. Just going through a rough patch and need to handle these mental blocks. It's a little frustrating time for me, but just gotta take it slow. 
          
          1. Anyway, combined my 2shin and yejisu one shot books into "Itzy Oneshots" so there you'll find all the stories there. Plus a new oneshot of ryeji. 
          
          2. Unpublished "Change of Heart" and my author journal due to lack of confidence right now. I don't think it was that good and I wasn't satisfied either. It could make a comeback, it's still all there in drafts in case I pick it up. 
          
          3. While I'm still trying to pick myself up, I am still going to be inactive, so sorry no updates soon but I'll be around here and there!
          
          4. I'm truly sorry to be such an inconsistent and wishy-washy writer ): Hopefully I can make it up to you all in the future! 
          
          Thanks for understanding and utmost patience! ♥️

SUNBAES-

@heejinspiration omg hi (again)! I’m excited for these changes, and please take all the time you need! We’ll be be here when you come back!!❤️
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Oncetwicelove6000

@heejinspiration <3 thanks for updating  :)) is ok we can wait hehe
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SUNBAES-

Hi! I just popped in to see how you were doing. It’s been a while since I’ve seen you around :c. I hope you’re doing well and you’re happy (or as happy as you can be in this day and age lmao) and healthy!❤️

SUNBAES-

@heejinspiration oh no! If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here! I may not give like the best responses, but I’ll listen and sympathize with you!!
            
            Aha, I’m fine now! There was just a lot going on and I was in over my head :) I do appreciate you and like knowing that you’re supporting me sksjdndj
            
            Oh no don’t worry! I understand, take all the time you need, I’m here for ya! They’ll still be here when you decide to come back, I promise :)
            
            Ofc! My Wattpad has been pretty sad and dry lately lmao. I’ve missed you loads, and I hope everything goes well for you!❤️
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heejinspiration

@SUNBAES- 
            It makes me happy to know I crossed your mind, so thank you! ♥️ I’m sorry to have caused a pout because I haven’t been around ): I wish I could say with all my heart that I was okay, so I wouldn’t concern you with it, but it’s been difficult to say the least. I’ll spare the details, so I don’t spread anymore negative energy to you. 
            
            Speaking of which, I think I saw you quite stressed recently? If you’re still going through it, you’re going to be okay! I haven’t been active but I’ll be here if you truly need it. If you got through it, give yourself credit, you are doing amazing! 
            
            You’ve updated I saw. Just about all your books! :D I feel bad failing as a fan of yours, having been unable to read them as of late. Sorry about that :c It’s just hard at the moment.
            
            Thanks for checking in on me ♥️ I’ve missed you lots!
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