These turn of events are ones I never expected. I'm alone, I know that. But I dont know why I am. Is it me? Am I so awful to be around? Am I not good enough? I tried so hard, I tried as much as i could.
I am the Seven Deadly Sins.
My lust will take on anyone who wants me.
My Greed wants more and more.
My Sloth gives no motivation, I ask for everyones help for non in return
My Pride wont let me accept that I am wrong.
My Wrath causes anger, A fire of nothing but want for pain to others.
My Gluttony causes not only want for food, but want for things, materialistic items for nobody but myself.
And my worst sin of all...
My Envy.
Envy is what causes my loneliness the most...
Jealousy.
Pure Jealousy.
I believe that whats mine, is mine. I wont give it up. I wont let it go. Im vile in that sort of way.
I know i need help. But talking about it doesnt help me.
I need to be yelled at.
Screamed at.
Cause me to relapse so I can start again.
Please...