Ace

so my guy best friend (who i have a crush on) and I were talking about prom because I went dress shopping today. and he doesn't want to go to prom and I am going. (we also go to different schools) and I was like it kinda sucks cause I want someone to do all the cliche stupid prom things with and I told him that. and he said I should ask someone. and we kept talking for a bit and then I asked him if he'd go if someone asked him to. and he said it depends on the person who asks him. and i said 'hypothetically if I were to possibly ask you to go to prom what would your response be?' and he responded with 'I would much rather go with someone I'm romantically involved with if that makes sense'. is right now an acceptable time to just off a cliff-? ;-; this guy flirts with me some and I'll flirt back thinking maybe there is a chance. but it seems maybe not and I've just been fucking delusional for the past few months thinking we could be something. it appears he doesn't think of me like that and we won't have that chance. imma just to bed now ;-; 

you know what's pissing me off-? having an ad after each chapter I read.  and then especially the ones where you have to watch a bit then hit the x, then watch a bit and hit the x, then wait a bit and hit the x, and then finally you wait a bit more and hit the x for the final time all for one stupid ad. it's bullshit.  

o7 to l'manburg. a silly little place on a minecraft server. it's been three fucking years somehow. I want to go back so badly to it all before things changed to what they are now. I wish to be able to watch streams from November 16th, 2020, for the first time and just be in those moments again. 

I'm out of their league- 
          whether that means because I deserve better than them because I'm better than them or that they deserve better than me because they're better than me- 
          I don't know right now...

happy pride month!!

Happy birthday to Technoblade :') o7

ITS PAN VISIBILITY DAY WOOOOOOOO

…..dork means WHAT??!!?!!  ..i miiiiiight have to rethink my username….……..

dork means what

Oyaoya have you had sugar plum tea???