Hey guys! I get that most of you don't care anyway but I feel like you are owed an explanation.
I haven't written anything in so loooooooooong, sorry :/
I've been kind of preoccupied at the minute, since I'm right in the middle of - and neck deep in - GCSEs, and possibly changing schools, and the stress of "all people I know hate me" that I always have. Add that to the emotional roller coaster of friends and romantics that I've discovered in the last month or so and you've got a recipe for disaster, with a side order of mental breakdowns.
I used to love writing on here because I felt like I was actually being recognised and praised for once but it seems like I've been lost in the crowd, probably because I've been less regular. Now it just seems like a chore and I don't want that, because I love writing.
In my free time I've been working on some other things that I wouldn't put on here because, long story short, it would be an invasion of privacy. I'm loving writing it, but I'm not sure what the difference is and why I don't feel the same drive on here.
In fact, I'm thinking about stopping writing on here altogether. I haven't made a decision yet but I just don't seem to be getting anywhere and it's disheartening. If you really do want me to keep writing, please drop me a message! I guess I just feel like no one cares and right now that's something I already have an abundance of.
Thanks guys! And sorry for the long message.
-Aaron
