hi everyone, i know i left wattpad in kind of a rush and i just wanted to clear some things up.
first of all, i'm not going to have the app downloaded anymore. i'll be coming back to talk to people from time to time, like lola, but i'll be using the website from now on.
wattpad has such a special place in my heart, however, it is no longer the place for me. i joined when i was about 12, made friends when i was 13. now i am 16, most of those friends have gone. i am forever grateful for everyone i've ever met on here. i was in a rough place when i was younger and wattpad helped, now i'm in a rough place again, but wattpad is no longer helping.
i feel like i can make decisions for myself that are selfish but in a good way. if your mental health is bad or you feel like a site, an app or a group of people are toxic or bad for you or you've grown out of them, it is okay to move on. your life is your life for a reason. you are the most important person in your life.
i know that the people i am close with on here i will be able to stay in contact with. some i'm in contact with on twitter but i come onto wattpad and i refresh my notifs for what seems like hours and nothing comes up. no one is here anymore. and that is okay, because if leaving is something you have to do, then do it. yes, i've been hurt by people leaving in the past, but now i understand why they did it. some were much older than me. they're probably in university and wattpad is just a distant memory to them, along with the 13 year old me that used to be on here.
i know i come back, then leave then come back but a couple weeks ago when i logged back on i knew i would not be staying permanently. so just to clear things up- yes i am leaving but i will log back in from time to time to talk to people because you all mean a lot to me. but wattpad isn't the place for me anymore. i hope you aren't hurt by this. i hope i'm not being dramatic.
i hope you are all well.
love always and forever xx
