Uh, hey I know that you don't really know me, but think positive I have been though the same stage as you when I was in year three, there was no one by my side and no one still is, but before you reach the stage of shutting down, and just I don't know uh being negative I guess and not being able to trust anyone, I would like to let you know that I'll be by your side, feel free to tell me anything, I may have experienced more than you, but I don't know,I just don't what anyone having the pain of being like me, i hope that I can save you from that stage before it's too late, I hate many things about me, all my flaws, I still do, but don't hate yours, they're what makes you, my flaws don't make me, they make a wreaked person and feel free to private message when something comes up, and uh count me in as a friend I guess, follow back and read my book "Determined"?