I'm such a paradox of a person really....
I enjoy my freedom and living alone, no social stress and the need to be too interactive with others. Having a few good friends is enough.
But on the other hand.... I'm so scared of being alone, I hate loneliness with all my heart, I'm scared of it
Until now, I've been mostly alone in different good or bad moments in my life... it's always like this...me ending alone and dealing with it.
I love freedom that comes with me being like this...but so scared to end up all alone again... weird isn't it?