Okay, first I want to sincerely apologize for not answering your comment sooner, I had a lot to take care of and I don't go on here everyday and I honestly never check my news feed to know when I've gotten a comment or anything like that.
Second, to answer your question the italicized I is when Abigail is having a flashback , but is being told by Anita, if that makes sense, which it should if I ever finish the dang story.
I hope that helps without giving away the whole story and I'm really sorry for taking so long to get back to you.