@hello_or_goodbye I think I would look real ugly because most people I've met in the past said that I was ugly and should change the way I act, talk and, look. But I've always asked my sister if I looked good or not and she always said I shouldn't listen to what other people said about I looked or acted but I still get bad looks from people that I have never met before. But if I were to see myself I wouldn't want to see myself and because of the bad looks I've never looked at myself the same because of that, but IF you respond to this, please, don't give me pity or anything like that, thanks.