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happy new year :}
          cant believe its 2026 in 12 hours

this woman tortures me

https://youtu.be/_8XbefRQByw?list=PLfAIr1MIFf-i26SlwedJZ8ld4eoiuuGtF
          
          okay okay im looking at it even more and find it a bit cringe

i just felt like writing something, this is frm a while ago.
          
          My feet dangled from the balcony, as I tightened my grip on the railing. If I were to jump, would anybody be devastated? Did anybody even care? I felt warm tears form in the corner of my eyes. A soft breeze blew in the orange-pink sunset sky, as if it were hugging me. I sobbed quietly, feeling as if it was something I desperately needed. 
          I jumped, but I wasn't scared. Instead, I felt calm.
          A wave of relief washed over me.
          Every sound seemed to subside, like the cars on the city streets. The dog's barks quieted down, and so did the screams around me. 
          Each second passed by slowly, letting me take in my last breaths. 
          Oh, what a beautiful world.

Surprisingly, I feel much better. 
          That was fast.
          Thanks guys :]

going to take a break from wattpad for a while. again.
          
          i want to keep a distance away from whatever makes me sad or scared, and wattpad is one of those things.
          not going to explain much, but im just starting to feel like, this really weird feeling. like my heart is heavy, or its just like, i cant let go of something.

yall mind if i vent here rq? :[

this is my girlfriend

i was the tomato

happy thanksgiving