here's a poem that I wanted to write to my dad but I don't want him to read it... just sharing for everyone else to read it:
disappointment shot you when you look at me,
but you'll never know how hard I've been to let you see,
that I'm not useless,
I'm just me...
sitting alone thinking all night
thinking that you're better off without me
but I'll stay to repay all the depths
that I owe you
cause I know that you love me