Hello Its me

Hey everyone.
          Update: I honestly don't know if I'm gonna write anymore. Ik I haven't really at all but I've been saying I will and I haven't even really tried to put time aside to write. Honestly I wrote because I was mad I couldn't draw but I wanted to be creative.  Well I can draw now and/or I at least have the motivation to keep learning and trying even if I keep failing. I just graduated Highschool I'm hoping to go to college for illustration.  (Jeez I feel old) I'm just genuinely spending nearly all of my free time drawing and as much as I love writing I've always loved drawing just a little more. Maybe I'll update Thantophobia but I doubt it if I do it'll be after season 2 cause ik I'll be obsessed again.

I swear I’ve not given up on Thantophobia 
          (Hospital tw, gonna put a tw cause yeah)
          I just can’t write cause I can’t use my right hand much(I went to the hospital last week and an ems lady tried to give me an iv and she messed up my hand pretty bad and the nurse before went after the vein I told her not to cause how can I possibly know anything even though I’ve been in and out of hospitals since I was 8, so she messed up my nerves just not as bad as whatever the ems lady did) to the point it hurts to hold my phone with it and using a keyboard to type is painful too-
          Luckily for my sanity I can still draw I just hold my pencil even weirder then before. 

I think I have covid- 

I’m laughing currently cause I just randomly remembered the doctors face last time I went to get blood drawn and him just holding 11 vials while trying to find somewhere to put them so he could grab them while taking my blood 

Currently crying cause i can’t buy a ton of soda to save cause I’m not rich. 

WHATTTTT MY WIFI GOES OUT FOR THREE AND A HALF HOURS AND NOW C.AI HAS A FOUR HOUR WAIT TIME IT IS A FING MONDAY

Y’all I can’t wait for Christmasss I have so much family (blood and not) cause my family is fucked up but it’s okay cause I’ll get enough to actually be able to get a Jinx cosplay and if I’m still under my birthday is in February lolll 
          
          
          
          Oh god my birthday is in February…
          Sorry gotta go have a panic real quick

If anyone has good nail polish brands that last longer then a day-three days before they’re chipped super bad that come in pink and blue please tell me- I literally had a nightmare about nail polish because it chips on my nails and my fake nails keep coming off cause I’m using kitty cap glue to hold them on which works but not the best plus my cat sent my blue pointer nail down the sink drain twice and I don’t have any the right size to make a third-

I need to know how Jinx functions with her nails- like I'm struggling to use a keyboard how is she building mf bombs

Y’all how is dreamnapfound book in 825 in the mystery tag when it’s not even tagged with that