
hellomsmile
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it seems she is the root of my problems here of late but i try so hard to be a good daughter and be in her life but she just makes me feel like shit for making decisions for me. it’s either i think of myself and feel the guilt of not helping them out or help them and feel the feeling of missing out on life. i’m fucked either way and that’s why i think ill never be happy. i can do everything right and it’s still not enough. why is it not enough? it’s always more. more. more. i want to hide from reality and exist only in peace. i hate that i feel like this when people have more legitimate reasons to be depressed. i feel pathetic.