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yerrro yerrooo
          life is lifingg thas all im gonna sayyy
          bazookahs books called out my name so im currently on a re-read and i kinda forgot how this away fandom is so connected guyss give those books a chance i promise you wont regretttt

HOTD is wrecking me and this is js the first ep ✌️</3

ive fallen in love with poetry againnnnnnnnnnn 

update..
          he said i talk too much..
          ive shared my entire life with this dude. EVERY.FUCKING.THING and then he pulls this shit esp after i lost a close family member to suicide 
          like what the actual fuuckkk 

guyzzzzz if you havent watched off campus, you shouldddddddddd....ITS SOOOO PEAKKKKKKK....and it has hour long epss(eeeekkkkkk) deffo the best thing to watch when your phone has been taken away

my dad found out ab my secret ig acc......and then he took my phone and hid it god-knows where (crying emoji) i cant find it anywhere in our house (a million crying emojis) soooo im cooked for like the next 6 months

So, my Hb and I have been vibin and then I forgot that I was dealing with the male species 
          After letting him see my slight insane (very) he suddenly goes quiet
          I ask what the problem is he says nothing so I leave it at that 
          
          Do like a few days ago, we were pulling an all nighter when he suddenly asks if I have feelings for him
          I once deny since I ACC don't have feelings for him 
          It's been weird ever since (insert 23 crying emojis) 
          
          And then that same night, my bestie spills the tea that he had a girl
          A girl he conveniently forgot to mention when we had a convo about my still Sahara status (it hasn't moved imagineee) 
          I get that it's quite complicated with him and his girl but he could have mentioned that...
          What do I do about it cause I confront him because I wasn't supposed to know he had a girl (complicated) I do t have hard feelings and the girl he's with is acc really sweet and I like her....
          
          
          Anywho I'm now in a bridgerton phase....any recssss????

Hello. Apologies for sliding in unwanted. I just wanna take a sec to give you a recommendation based on what I presume you may like(I hope I’m not wrong). Chicago Mobsters Series is my literary baby. It follows the journey of Alessandra Benedetti, a woman who goes from being beat and subdued by her betrothed, to being loved by one of the most dangerous mobsters in Chicago, and ultimately being the very thing Chicago fears. It contains a slow accent from damsel in distress to chaos made flesh, a psychological type of romance involving unknowing trauma bonding, power imbalance, toxic love, addictions, obsession, and the “we’re both doomed and we know it” trope. 
          
          So if this your comfort zone, I’d really appreciate you giving my work a try. ❤️
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/365386944

Bitch you have to read this life altering book so we can both be obsessed with it 
          It's Made for Sin by @Notafina

Sooo.... My HG is ghosting me (for reasons I'm not aware of) and I decide to give  the guy who always flirts with me a chance only to find out that he has a girlfriend.....let that sink in....
          
          Anywho a guy who had a crush on me moves on to my close friend to get over me (mind you I did not know he had a crush on me)
          So in summary, my love life is fucked and I will be making my way to the Sahara desert unless something happens 
          
          Peace