i deleted my twitter app so i could take a break from fandom dramas and to help myself get better without the use of social media, so imma delete this app too(sadly). wattpad completes my day and its hard to do this but i need to. its the same with the one you love tho. no matter how you love that person, if they're making you feel like nothing and is toxic to you, you have to let them go and leave them. or else you'll be a slave of your own feelings. its okay to love but its also okay to think what is right. im not saying that wattpad is toxic to me but im losing many sleep bc of it, along with other social medias. ive been sleep deprived, depressed, my thoughts of cutting is coming back again, my anxiety is always kicking in, and i eat so little and i would hate the thought of gaining weight. i think im starting to have anorexia which is something i dont wanna happen. im trying to get better without the use of having to post my thoughts and feelings like what you're currently reading right now. idk if any of you(my readers) would read this but i hope ya'll understand. thank you for making me happy by giving my stories reads and votes tho. i really really really appreciate it. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! -Lyzzie xx