henderysmile

i gave myself an anxiety attack Bc I was lifting my bag and it took me down and I fell over our ottoman and i went flying and twisting and I landed on my neck/head and I just wow I started hardcore crying and I don’t know if I’ve ever felt that small before Bc all I wanted was for my mom to hold me tight and just kiss it all away but alas here I am still crying and just wanting to sleep forever 

My parents weren’t big hip hop listeners growing up, when I was 8 (2008) I started listening to hip hop but very little here n there. It wasn’t until I was 11/12 (2012) when I really started listening.. I don’t think I ever heard the original cns song but Oh my GOd it slaps 
          
          
          And so does the remake 
          
          
          We are in the day of musical geniuses 

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unrelated to every thing but fuck u

Everyone's so goddamn horny everyone's dating everyone's getting married and they're barely 18 now wtf calm down
          
          I'm not even sure the relationships will last and maybe this is just me being salty or jealous but I what what I'm doing wrong because no one shows any interest in me
          
          I'm still so sucked that literally all my friends are either dating, engaged, or already married. And they aren't even 19 yetb

I want to write stories again

on my Instagram I have so many creeps messaging me asking me if I have a daddy and saying gross things to me and I just have so much trauma from s**ual harassment and I just wish they would stop (;O;)(._.)(:_;)｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

//im in little space //
          I love when I'm sucking on my binky and suddenly my mouth desides to just split it out .. it's so funny to me 

ndjdnsnsjjs im so regressed that I feel like a literal 4 year old and almost called my stepdad (who I only ever call by his first name) daddy . i just want to cuddle my mommy and my stepdad cuddle me too and then I can have stress-free night  \ (•◡•) /

being little is so ,, nice ?? like I just love having my binky in my mouth while I do mundane grown up things and casually regress as my day starts to end and I get more tired .. curling up and cuddling my stuffies and getting cozy in my blankies as I start to drift off into dream land ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ where no bad things can hurt me