everytime i listen to this song, i think of you for some reason. i think back to the days where we danced all night and had the biggest blast together. that's what our times together remind me of. they remind me of all the fun we had and i'm so grateful for all the time and memories you gave me. i put so much of my trust in your basket and told you so much and till this day i don't feel any regret abt that. i want to thank you. you're one amazing boyfriend and one amazing friend. i think back to the amount of days where i pushed the blame on you and sobbed my eyes out at you. i want to thank you for being so patient w/me and for helping me mature today . we've made such precious memories and they might not mean anything to you but they mean everything to me. i couldn't have asked for a better proposal, i couldn't have asked for a better birthday, i couldn't have asked for a better playlist (you still gotta tell me which songs on there remind you of me). i also couldn't have asked for a better friend. i know we don't see much of each other now and you're distant w/me but that's fine . as long as you're here and alive that's all that matters to me. i know you don't feel the same but , you are still one of my closest friends. close friends aren't people who you always need to be speaking to. close friends are buddies you can go weeks without speaking to and still feel yourself around them. that's how i feel when i'm w/you. i will always be here to tease you, make jokes w/you and bully your moody ass into getting a boyfriend. i hope we always continue to stay friends and i hope you had a dope birthday. i love you kenny, merry christmas and happy new year.
