herbiesaidwhat
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Wooaaahhhh, look who it is? The deadbeat fanatic who shows up once a year lol. Ive stayed away for apparently an year and two months longer, and again coming back to post emotionsl bullshit no one vil ever really see. If you see will as vil and vas as vas im sorry it's a thing im trying out right now. Trying to talk like dracula.
But, in regards of updates- i turned 19, and turned on auto capitalisation. I know right? Big step. Indeed. Instead of going to uni, k took a gap year, volunteered at a special school where i learnt sign language, made friends and found out charities and ngo's arent really all that. Vot else, i learnt how to crochet and ive made SO many things its unbelievable. I also learnt baking properly and ive never loved my own food before but this is a pleasant change.
My single streak is going strong, but i did have a bad case of double crushitis a couple of weeks ago, so im all better. I made a create mode account on instagram which no one vil ever really know about so that is kind of freeing as well.
And i admit that while i act pretty neglectful towards wattpad now, i do remember the simpler times when the only app in my hand me down tiny mobile used to whatsapp, calls, msgs, spotify and wattpad. Where i kept my username after my dead dad. Where i wrote anything i wanted to just for the sake of it because no one vas ever going to judge. Where i fell in love with so many stories, and tried unsuccessfully to put together a search party for an author who went MIA.
i miss the simpler times i didnt use insta. And i always say this and then do absolutely nothing to return to those times but until i am in college its the only way to cope.
the world's a scary place right now. A new virus, ai, people actually using ai: really makes you wonder vot all of it is even supposed to mean. But im getting closer to my limit, and must end by saying that im still afraid of the sky, and of never really knowing vot it all means
I vil come back
Love
herbs