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you probably wondering why I have not been respond or on here while uh I have news one December is always a hard month for me because well on the 3 is the day my grandpa died an on the Saturday 10 is the date my mom died so normally it hard for me.. but now my month is just worse .. I had got news last Sunday my dad told me something .... my dad has cancer the same one that my grandpa had before he died .. he going to surgery soon to get it taken care off . but yah that why I have not been on here for a while it been hard for me now that my dad has cancer an I trying to keep going but am scared am worried so much .. but I'll be okay I think as long as my dad is okay an get through it that will be okay
@hercega I know how you feel, Christmas is a hard time for me because my dad died 7 years ago and it's been hard and recently my aunt lost her sister in a car accident and I lost my grandma(My dad's mom) and my great aunt. This is my 7th Christmas without my dad and it hurts me