@here_and_imqueer
hi so it’s been a year but i’m back bc im camping rn and data is spotty so offline fics it is!! missed you guys, i joined in sixth or seventh grade i think and now i start my junior year in a few weeks. life is crazy but it’s good to be back
**VENT**
Well I’m feeling pretty good abt myself, i spoke to my ex and it seems I’m finally getting over my feelings for her. I kept my distance from her after she lost feelings and we split because every reminder of her hurt. It’s starting to hurt less and I think I might be developing feelings for someone else (this is bad though because this person is a close friend and I’ve known them for about 3-4 years and I don’t wanna ruin our friendship). I’m glad I’m finally over her but idk if I am developing the feelings I think I am. My signs are that I am thinking about how a relationship with them would be, I’m gravitation towards them more than my other friends I have known just as long, I like to make them flustered and make them blush, I always catch myself looking at their hands and I’ve just been brushing this off and denying it. I just don’t want this to be true, I’ve been hiding it I guess? I’ll play with their hands, their hair, or I’ll just hold their hand saying either their hand or my hand is cold when I touch them. Thank the gods that 1. They are oblivious as fuck. (So is the rest of my friends) 2. I’m very touchy with my friends 3. This might pass soon, hopefully it does and I catch feelings for another person (but annoyingly enough I’m demi and I only seem to get crushes on my close friends which sucks ass) and 4. I’m a dumb fuck and I don’t know feelings.
Actually nvm, I’ve started having these thoughts about most of my friends. I’m just a lonely bitch who needs friends and someone to love me
Shit how did this vent go from losing feelings for my ex to realizing I might potentially like one of my best friends
Update: I sprained BOTH of my wrists… I have state testing tomorrow.
HELP I WAS READING A FIC LAST NIGHT AND I FORGOT TO ADD IT TO MY LIBRARY AND NOW I CANT FIND ITT AGHHHHHH
I happen to be lactose intolerant and I am on my second thing of ice cream.
@here_n_non-available I'm not lactose intolerant, but tbh if I were I'd do the same thing
Help my cat is attacking my feet… I think he has a thing for feet
@here_n_non-available uhm, that reminds me of the fact that my friends and I have a theory that almost all cats have a foot fetish or at least really like feet.
Anyone got any good book recommendations? (Preferably finished if the book isn’t finished I’ll usually put it in a list until it’s done so I can binge read it)
Heyyy y’all so I haven’t updated my status in a long time lol but yea so hey-?
Thanks for following me bestie!!
The most truthful thing my teacher has ever said:
“The most depressing thing is when your coffee cup is empty in the morning, or in the afternoon, or in the evening.”
-My orchestra teacher