hi. this might not be too important but I just wanna let you (who read this) know in case you’re wondering, TSM lagi otw finish ya. probably will update the rest setelah puasa/lebaran selesai. and after that I think I’ll take hiatus indefinitely. because (1) I want to focus myself on something elses, (2) I don’t feel good at all in writing lately. I’ve found myself care a little bit too much to numbers on recent updates, like views, votes, comments, likes, etc., and it bothers me a lot. meski bener kalo banyak views, votes, dll itu jadi motivasi juga, belakangan aku ngerasa itu ga cuma jadi motivasi tapi “keharusan” yang bikin aku jadi moody banget, and that’s not good. therefore I think it’s best to put it all to rest.
if you’ve followed me because you thought you could have more yeonbin stories in the near future, you can unfollow that’s ok. I don’t wanna be the cause of your disappointment in a way or another. see you soon on the TSM’s finale! agak deg-degan it wouldn’t be up to your (who waits) expectation haha tapi semoga kalian akan puas dengan endingnya after waiting for SO long for that book to finish.
this is such a long message lol but to put it bluntly and shortly I think I’m a little tired of everything, even writing about my muse doesn’t help anymore. I hope this doesn’t last and put me to stop for good (as I actually do have some drafts, yang sayang kalo nanti bakal selamanya jadi draft). tapi kalopun nanti aku beneran berhenti nulis, I decided not to unpublish any stories so you can always re-read it anytime. thank you for your understanding and thank you for the loves and supports for my babies (thwwiw, epoque, tsm). I may not always reply to your kindness, but trust me when I say it really means a lot for me to keep writing, even to keep living. sorry for being dramatic haha see you when I see you. <3